The Light Bringer...

2005-10-30T13:23:00.000-08:00

I'm back!!Sorry haven't been active lately. Second term's half way done and still I couldn't feel it. Well, back to my words of my own wisdom based on my philosophy and experience... Whatever! I have several things to discuss, first is friendship.

First, we talk about friendship

Friendship takes time, it doesn't happen in just a day. Friendship itself develops. Not because you just talked to him/her means he/she is you're friend. Again, it takes time, give it time to adjust and be comfortable with the both of you. And when time comes that he/she is comfortable being with you and having a conversation with you, then do your part. But there are some things you should consider, his/her openness he/she couldn't even talk about those things even on himself! You should really consider it. You're feeling that he/she don't want to be open, am I right? Well, may be you're partly right. Sometimes, he/she could feel that his/her life is insignificant, or there's nothing much about his/her memories. In a brief statement, he/she couldn't remember much because no one or nothing made him/her feel special, important, vital, etc. Maybe you are one way of doing it. Just try to say something like "How's your day?" or "So, tell me about..." Just like that and try to listen, and try to agree to what he/she say. And if you disagree, just tell him/her without making him/her thoughts wrong or something. If you like, "No! It's like this..." trust me, he/she'll just stop talking and just listen to you and thinking, "Oh, alright, he/she's right and I'm wrong." Friendship is nothing without bonding, these bonds draw us closer to each other. Once a bond binded two persons, it's like their hearts or minds knows each other much. Haven't you tried walking with a friend? Staying on a place with him/her? Without the "mouth talk" with him/her? The best way to know and feel someone is having the heart talk. Let your heart talk, it's not the "heart-to-heart" talk. It's like feeling what he/she feels. Try it, be with a friend, close your eyes, don't think much, think about him/her, feel his/her heart beat, breathing, once you feel these, then, you are doing it. Also, when you have a conversation with a friend, he/she'll think that the thing you've just said to him/her is also said to others. Try it, have each other's feelings flow inside both of you. Remember, friendship is not only made through talking. Then next to love is an essential thing to friendship and vice versa. I'll talk about love the next time I post. ~~~

Are you drunk?? Am i? Are you?

2005-10-01T07:48:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, after having the practice for the choir, we went to Crystal's crib for her party. By the time we went there, they were preparing the liquors, foods, etc. It was so happy! At first, I was just eating the snack, then there came those Vodkas, and I tasted it... Then I drank it up like water... exaggerating* Then Crystal's younger sister, Kc,(I don't know the spelling! Sorry!) was there and she was really cute and bubbly. Then after the Vodka #1 emptied, there came Vodka #2 and it was more strong but still it was good. Then Jasper was really red at that moment, I forgot to take pictures of them. And take note, Alex, she was really the only girl drinking there! She was drinking like non stop! Whoa... Then I tried the Bailey's stuff... It tasted like Chocolate,, yum!! I drank many there but still I wasn't drunk.. Then we had this chit chatting there till 11, and many disappeared. Rysk, who was planning to go home, suddenly *vommited* and we took care of him, while Alex, looked really weird, sat wit me at the road. We let them rest for a while then Mae and Me-an was with Alex going home. Still, I'm sleepy at this moment.. i'll put another one, kay?

As leaves fell,, a new set will grow

2005-09-28T06:49:00.000-07:00

Life is not always the same everyday, every time you wake up in your bed.
As time goes, you may feel happy or lonely. I always expect it, I expect everyday as a start, and it will go wrong. I don't know why, but as others leave the scene, there will be another group of people who will come near to you and make friends. Never be afraid to have friends of another kind, having them is one hard thing to adjust. But having them will not lose something, right? You may feel lonely, I feel this everytime, all you just need to do is meditate. Never think that no one is with you, there is, and you know who He is. Someone sensitive is someone hard to forecast. Someone intelligent is someone hard to talk with. Butt that doesn't matter, having them is a like a pearl, you can't have a beautiful pearl without going deeper in the ocean. Someone might have been hurt you even if you are just making some happy moments, and you thought you were misinterpreted. Maybe you are wrong, and maybe you are right. You just need to look at both sides in order to know what it really is. Maybe it hurt you, but taking everything too seriously will not give you much. I, i was teased many years, i just endured it, i never was offended, why? Because I know, it really isn't me. They were just teasing me as some pervert or maniac and it became servert(combination of may surname and pervert).
I know they were just having fun, even though that really is something. Who knows what will happen in the coming years? Remember, life, and everything in it, isn't the same, He made us uniquely, and he doesn't mean it as we should have a group of same kind or something. Remember, there are saddists, masochists, etc. They have their own view of something, and everyone have their own view of their lives, others' lives, and everything.

Just remember, whether it is storm, a hurricane, or chaos, just hold on, just keep on holding. Some might've been gone, but there will be some that will appear...

POkè¨FREAK!!!

2005-09-10T17:32:00.000-07:00

Love moves...

...In mysterious ways...

"Hon, baka may makakita satin na magkasama tayo...magagalit yung mga nagkakandarapa sakin..."
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Hehehe.... Well, the guy on the left is Paul Catungal, but preferably call him ALVIR... According to him>> he's the CUTEST, the MOST HANDSOME and the HEART THROB of APC!! *now here's the time to vomit* ^_^
*He's an excellent photographer,... His shots were amazing! As if like an expert!
I'm a Liar...* He's a good friend(?!?!)... He loves singing, of course, he's an excellent singer! Plays violin, if you saw him in the Gone in 30 seconds... simply amazing!
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Enough of the bluffs... This pic was taken yesterday, Friday, September 9, 2005, approximately 2:46 pm. He was taking an order of one Jolly Spaghetti meal... We waited for him to finish eating, he was from Calatagan, Batangas with his peeps...
Then suddenly, his drink, which was a Sarsi, was accidentally pushed or whatever, good thing, Joyce didn't got even a drop of it... Phew... thank God... (Tsk tsk tsk, sabi sayo Paul e, kumuha ka na ng yaya... para naman may magsusubo sayo, magpapalit ng towel sa likod mo...)
hehehe ^_^
~~~
ciao, peace out! make the difference!

Whatta day!

2005-09-08T21:29:00.000-07:00

There's no way better than this day! Look, there's no A."P."C.(on a vacation)..
FIgure who it is! hehehe joke! We enrolled this morning, phew... very tiresome...
well,,, we waited there for our other ol' mateys and then Alex, Crystal, Mae, and me went to Jollibee too have some breakfast... Well, just a simple eating time... but then I saw Alex dipping a fries in her sundae, so I got an idea and said "Ui Alex! Pose ka! Yung kumakain ka ng fries with ice cream!" There! I had a shot of her... hehehe here it is! Look at that on her hand... kewl huh?

well,, i nid to sleep... it's already 9.30 pm and i'm really sleeeepy~~~

How true life is...

2005-09-05T18:09:00.000-07:00

like a box of chocolates...

...you never know what you'll get.

Man.. I was so excited 'bout getting my class cards this morning. In fact, I went to school at, ahem, 6 a.m.... exaggerated eh? Well, I'm happy I got high grades... 4.0, 3.0... and when everything's becoming good... the last two class cards left NASTY remarks!! Those where ALGEBRA and VALUES, where I got 2.5 in VALUES and 2.0 in ALGEBRA... hehehe
Enough of the drama... still... it's really pissin' me off...then suddenly I got 2.5!! And in Algebra.... nevermind..

well...

Accept and adjust

Anyway, I'm happy I came home alive...

Sayaw Sa Ulan

2005-09-02T02:43:00.000-07:00

Noon pa may ika'y mag-isa
doon ako ay naghihintay
iniisip ko ako'y andyan
Ngunit hindiito mangyayari
Sayaw sa ulan
Di ka mag-iisa
Ako'y kasama mo
Sa habang buhay
Mamahalin kita
Ng buong pagkatao mo
Sayaw Sa Ulan
Di ka mag-iisa
Ako'y kasama mo

Ang agos ng buhay
Kailangang maging matatag
Hanggang tumila ang ulan

[]mx~ike[]

2005-08-23T20:06:00.000-07:00

May '05's one of a kind, it always were... hehehe
Anyway, here's some pics... I would love to add more as soon as possible...
soo.... stubborn.... hihihi
Don't Laugh...
here's Studio One... the dancing blahh...
Hey!! who's that!?! Guess who!?!
We had these stuffs... LOOK AT THAT!!! Cool Phones huh?
hehehe Samsung Model!?! ryt... "Center Of attraction!?" Don't even try to laugh... or else....

Tha's ol folks!!

Why? Tell me...

2005-08-13T18:20:00.000-07:00

This is me...
... before

Why do i need to be rejected?
I don't know, I just felt it this day, I feel lonely, cold... alone.
Why? Why should it happen? I only need acceptance.. Then they gave me rejection..
Don't they understand me? I understand them, now it's their turn to understand me.
I made everything like it should be, but why? Where did i go wrong? What did i made to make them make me feel this? Yeah, I exist, but i'm really dead, long ago..
I only need them to resurrect me from this graveyard. But they didn't, instead, they destructed my life more... Then I met my friends... now... they made me realize... they appreciated me, that I am someone who has an identity, someone whom I can be proud of, and that i am special... So I just want to thank you, pals, you made me grow... like this tree...

[]mx~ike[]

Well,, well, well,, at last....

2005-08-12T21:30:00.000-07:00

The ABMA/GE week's done! Too fast, you can't handle it, huh?
Well,,, let's see.. I had lotsa new friends,, Mona, Angelique/ Bruno, lotsa lotsa more!! Hehe, kaya wag kang magtaka kung... ^_^
By the way: Here's some pics...
This's MiyaH, hmmm... the beautiful student "slash" model...

Then, here's our very own Dance/Gym Instructor, Crystal, not to forget, "Bunny" hehe

That's for now buddies!! ~~
[]mx~ike[]

Especially For You... dyo.is...je.tem

2005-08-12T08:13:00.000-07:00

je..tem..dyo.is...
Well, this is just one of my past time creations... hehehe
Specially made for the right girl... hmmm... guess who?
nVm....
~ Just a taste of your kiss
Just a sip on your lips
You make me feel better
When we are together

Just a sniff of your smell
Just a touch on your skin
I'll love you forever
And I love you forever ~
Just a wretched crap, eh?

... No, not that,, that's my dog, Rusty... and he's a model..

Test Post

2005-08-11T17:27:00.000-07:00

I have my other blog account, but mna, i forgot my username...
no use for password any more...